Why must we feel this way?
As i grow up, i feel like life has been more melancholy. I would like to think that growing up was a wonderful thing at times. Yet, i feel like that magic i had as a kid is almost entirely gone. Im talking if i was way past my age, and im sure many people would tell me im talking nonsense for my age. As im nearing the age of 19, i feel sad that i can’t be a kid anymore. Although what could await me in my future could be great, it can also be the opposite. I tend to worry a lot and its something i should probably change because im at a standstill in my life. Its hard to move on when your not ready, but ill try and give myself a push to do better.